The effort of continuously phoning the government and the stress of constantly being ignored, mixed with the situation of not being able to source clean medication saw my health decline for the past week or so... I am sorry, but I had to stay offline for most of this period due to my feelings of anger and frustration over the whole situation. I can be less than diplomatic when feeling ill. Also, I never thought that I would be smoking 'clean soap' (which Sarah UPS'd from the Midlands during the strike - and clean soap is a contradiction in itself) in preference to the plant, but the cannabis for sale locally is so badly contaminated, its unusable.

I have also been very frustrated at the apathetic nature of the majority of the cannabis community over the issue of prohibition and contamination. It takes its toll when I hear first hand from grown men who are in tears, threatening suicide as the pain is so bad... I get contacted by siblings and partners of sufferers who are as equally distraught after watching their loved-ones health decline. But thankfully, AT LAST, people are starting to come around. Medication is being offered to those who need it most, and more people are standing up to take the fight to London. THANK YOU to those who have recently joined.

I wasted a hell of a lot of time trying to contact someone in government. The admin staff know me by voice now... They are aware of the seriousness of the situation for us medi users, yet the government still fails to speak to us. Why is this so? Its simple - because by doing so, they would have to justify a law that is totally unjustifiable.

Well Mr Brown, you have left us no choice. We are now going to have to put our health in even more jeapordy to fight you head-on, using whatever methods we can, so that eventually the public will be informed of the true facts regarding medicinal cannabis.

You are a coward Mr Brown!... Where is your empathy?... You will not escape this issue for ever.

[Copy Faxed to DCU, 10 Downing Street]